does present exist ? what is ultimate reality..

There are three types of pain..

a] for something which is happened in past

b] Something you are facing in present

c] Something you dreamed and realized that it will not happen.. broken dream..

I think a] happens when you can't dream well.. if you can dream well, then you will come out of past pains.. but then that may lead to c.. and thus vicious cycle...

I think c] happens when you are really really dreamy and then you enjoy all the dream.. But then you feel pain when you realize that dream is not going to be true.. but then if you have high re-constructive power, you will see new dream... quite difficult, but you can.. or you need to live in present then nothing will affect you related to future in present..but then it can lead to b.. and then vicious cycle... So reconstruction can be ultimate solution..

And for b] , you need to depend upon past good things or future hope.. again both of the things lead to either a or c and hence vicious cycle..or you can face the pain in present...

So ultimately two solutions..

a] Reconstruct... accept no reality exist.. or better to say whatever you construct is reality.. so you construct your happy world.. and this construction need to be highly flexible and adaptive..

b] or Live in present and accept the pains which are in present.. and face then.. but then how to face them.. that i don't know.. i always go for reconstruction..

I think there is nothing like present.. it is just awareness of past or future... so b does not exist,, ans thus reconstruction can be the ultimate solution..

I am !!

Idiot by choice....

I prefer to be vulnerable..

I know trusting everyone blindly might lead that one day you will be mistrust and cheated..

But then i am at advantage...

I realized that cost for mistrust or cheating from others that you would pay in some cases is always less than cost that you pay for all cases on day to day basis to lie, to not to believe, to monitor all transaction, to evaluate, to doubt, to reject, to avoid, to remain conscious,

My friends, i know i am fool..

But i am calculatively so....i think in wholesome and not transaction-wise..

Become vulnerable - Mission Innocence...Join it !!

The world will be the happiest when everyone is innocent.

explaining it in metaphor

Life is uncertain.. Life is complex....

Mind is even more complex..

Our mind is originally free.. but we create the habit of putting something inside it from childhood.. then in some years, mind can't remain free. it always requires something inside it. dreamers see some dream which is unachievable and their mind remain permanently busy in it. Some people think of helping others or changing the society and their mind always remain busy in it. Some people get passionated by some goal and by motivation to prove themselves and their mind remain busy.. Some just get dissolve in love and become permanently engaged.

But process is not that simple. With each engagement activity of mind, their come the byproducts. With dream comes the hope for reality, with goal comes the greediness, with service comes the ego and with love comes the expectations. And as we don't fulfill these byproducts we start feeling sad about it. It creates the pain in our life.

Thus it is important to understand that it is mind who wanted entertainment , that is why it got engaged. But now byproducts of these engagements are creating trouble which were never intentional. Thus we should actually enjoy the movie that mind is screening rather than getting into the pain for not fulfilling these byproducts . Secondly these engagements are always substitutable .. Goal can be replace by other goal , dream by other dream and love by some other love.. It is like changing the movie in cinema hall..

Free mind is ideal state. Busy mind is natural state. Pain from not fulfilling the expectations created from byproducts is artificial state. Each human being should destroy the artificial state, and should start the journey towards ideal state from natural state.

Somebody

Somebody's alarm is ringing continuously for last 10 min. (nice background for current thought process), XL is full live... on first floor some teams are working for MAXI fAIR..(XLRI's one of the oldest event)..Very creative work is going on.. On third floor- drinking party is @ peak... smoking.. drinking.. loud music..dance and completely loosing oneself !! they may have taken drugs..enjoying themselves completely... Ground floor people are celebrating birthday with putting maggy, eggs and bear on birthday boy !!......Bishu da is making parathas continuously and feeding the XLrer gangs hanging out there for their breaks.. Some couple is taking slow walk in chill cold but beautiful xlri campus... Some Ghissus are behind Kakani's assignment- thinking of how will they make it this time.. Some are on phone with their GF/BF and are explaining what was there in dinner tonight...Some are playing badminton and some football in lights....some are already in their bed under deep sleep...some are watching movie in LH...Placecom is busy behind contacting companies and negotiating packages..Committees are coming back after having expensive dinner.....Bahadur is unhappy as he has not got the MAXI fair pass.....I am observing and thinking......

See different things people are doing in one of the busiest place in India. Imagine what our ancient would be doing - when there was so much free time......This was the evolution of concept "Culture".......

Actually this leads to question what it mean by LIFE ?