pointers continue

1] I fought with Omaxi for republic day wet night issue, and i was able to do something...may in future i will do some more.

2] I am going under good practice for football and volleyball... ready to fight IIMC.

3] Life going under some different phase,i dont think i can express it in blog.

4] Social conference turning out to be good...

5] Acad complete neglected status.. :(.... plaanning to miss one or miss quiz purposefully to come out of peer pressure and do whatever u want.

6] Gsec election was interesting experience.

7] Kakani rocking, Guru's grade not understanding anything :) , OB no study, other reading lot off !!

8] Cast away movie

9] Tagore's poem..fundoo

10] Chat with Amol...Robaxi Saraswati pujan

11 ] thinking of writing autobiography of common room.. it experiences saraswati puja, dunking, wet night, birtday parties, thrilling matches, night TT, breaking news, group discussion and what not !! it will be interesting.

12] Today i am same as i was after two week.

diary pointers

Now days i am getting free time but not that free where i can enjoy writing the blog. So today i will write few points abt major events and learning.

• Sudden plan (10 min before) and biking from jamashedpur to Ranchi in heavy fog and chill cold in the night
• Maxi fair -work- sponsership work, ticket selling work and actual event day work (JP ani yuvi athavala, pan JP chi dhamal vegalich :))
• current questions inside the mind - my future life, does i am changing with XL ? , emotional dependance (better word - ownership issue), what is stable in once life ? all the things are changing...
• Kakani- one good prof in finance has actually occupied all the life of my batchmates. :)
• XL - IIM C meet preparations.

Novelty in life

First three days and XL life began with full energy. I am enjoying it and i want more and more strech.It is real fun of learning. 

Now, considering that i will have this long strech for 4 year :), what will be the novelty in the life ?

or any way for any body what is there that drive it ? i know, i am surely better than most of the people who are flowing with currents or having normal routine but then again what is novelty in my some different or own currents as  its again routine ...

So i will like to find that

Noveltty (as early as possible.)

Most of the people live not for novelty but for somebody else. Say GF, wife, childrens or society, or some dream.For all these people its emotions that drives their life.

But 

if i am thinking of living life as a learner or one with doing all but filling nothing... i need novelty and not emotions.

Currently i am impulsive and thus positive towards all the learning as well as experiences...but what if this impulse go down ? 

i need to maintain this impulse...(convert ac to dc :)..)

last one

if we find meaning in life and started living for that will we loose novelty ?

thus novelty and meaning goes against each other?

now leaving it ,

enjoying maxi admin work, football practice, kakani's work and all !! keep it up GAURAV !!

After long gap - just to start again

My last writing was on 28th nov. So i just wanted to restart it. Chinmay's writing in Marathi inspired me to write again atleast in english. After 28 th nov lot of learning in two busy week in Xl and meeting all friends and relative back in Pune.

I will write separately on that in one or two days.

Today i have started my third term in XL. i think i am in best mood to learn. I had glance through varsharambha upasana.Best part of trimester pattern is that you can make your "Sankalpas" and re-energies yourself after just 3 month gap rather than year long. :) 

I have three big event in XL in next month. Lot of interaction with groups and team. I will finalise my Sankalpa's for this trimester in two days. I want to generate momentum in this week itself.

thats it !  This is just kick start . I hope it will start ignition that will continue for three months. 

My India

I am feeling very low and sad. I am feeling very very angry as all the people of India. I am actually crying....

I know all the reasons , I know the short term reactions, long term reactions, grass root level work and all funda.

I know media is bad, govt is useless, terrorist are bastards. and all !!

I can't see the channel. I can't hear the news. I can't forget the things. I can't control myself.

My dear country,

I want my country to be the best in the world !! We will do all the things required to make our country the best.

Can we make the human chain and go inside the taj in front of terrorist and finish the episode ?

Do we have that passion for our country ?

Will I do that ?

Just now i can't think strategically neither intellactually.

Just now i can only feel the emotions.

And i am felling very bad !! Very very bad !!

Event 3 + 4

Event 3 : Wall climbing

I did 11 m (average performance) while IIM L guy did 13 m. SO i didn't outperformed others as i was planning to. Still we were at second position and IIML holding the top position.

{MyMind :1] Mental preparation is tough one. I was optimistic for 24 hrs and lost my focus for 2 seconds and lost the game.

2] Play for fun is better strategy for me than play for win (at least for me. Then only i can perform)

3] Now i will start working on fitness .(Not going to happen)}

Event 4 : Raft

This was going to be decider event.  Even team standing 6 had chance. We were knowing that who ever would make first raft was going to win. We made it first but then we paid cost for paying less attention to structure and making hurry. As raft got fractures(:)) in between and we lost the opportunity to grab the high point blue balls, Still after initial setback we performed well and we got the overall 3 rd position.

{My mind: 1] Raghav and me had contrast approaches to face rafting. There was not any point in fighting. Should i follow or be leader ? (very big dilemma)

2] Should i be happy for whatever our team achieve or should do analysis  of mistakes.

3] No point in back talks after events.

4] I am finding external locus of control } 

 

Today's writing is desperate writing. Not getting feel to write. So stopping. !

event 2 : MAP reading

Today's second event was somewhat liked treasure hunt added to it map reading and biking ! also trade off between points. We played according to our strength. there was rule that one would crack the puzzles sitting in the room and other two would ride the bike and finding different places using map and clues from one sitting in room. We played on our strength. Saloni was in the room solving puzzles and Raghav joined me on bike. I was riding bike (my strength :) hi hi hi;  ), Raghav asking addresses. We understood today that we don't know Jamashedpur beyond Bistupur . So sad !! But it was advantageous to us. One time i missed the return road and luckily we got one place of 400 points.

Any way now we are at position 2 from earlier 5 th position. We should win tomorrow.

{My mind- 1] Saloni is the best at solving puzzle. So she should be one in the room. It worked :) she solved all 7 clues. Event gave us large push to recover.

2] i am bad at solving puzzle. But actually i was able to contribute lot in solving puzzle. Also i had nice initiative for deciding strategy.

3] Now i am feeling i will do the wall climbing and will  also play major role in driving raft.We should contribute on our strength. }

WE should win tomorrow.